You already know

You are you and that is the problem. Me is me, is another problem. But you already know that there are certain points where we agree with each other, even though we fight and sometimes we don't talk to each other for months, but still I care for you in my own peculiar way and you pretend that you didn't notice it. God....I dunno what to say about your arrogance and besides that you call ME arrogant. That's unfair if you don't accept me as what I am.

You sing and after that you need applause that is the same thing when I love and expect love back, but all in vain. You are proudy and I can handle it only if you don't stress on it. Let it be easy for both of us and make it clear as soon as possible.

It's complicated, I know, but we have no other choice. Hope we be with each other for the eternity.

P.S. I love......you already know.

With Love: NIKS

I am reading P.S. I Love You

Hey!

I am back after a couple of days. I was busy reading a new novel "P.S. I Love You" although I have not finished it yet . It is highly appreciated for its heart touching lines. I found some lines which were used to produce a sensation for a lost soul. This is a story of a widow who has lost her loving, caring, and fighting husband. Once she was promised that her husband will keep some cheats for her writing some lovable lines for her. After the death of her husband she forgets everything, even how to live. Her room is dusty and things are not even in a manged order. Her referigenerator contains spoil foods for which she didn't care anymore. She forgets to smile, to go out, to turn off light while sleeping (for what once she fought with her husband); now everything is dead for her.

Suddenly she find some cheats written by her husband to her as was promised to her and the rest is just awesome. She starts to live, smile, and enjoying life. The movie stars "Hilary Swank" and "Gerard Butler" due out December 21st by Warner Bros.

I felt it preety touching because only the one who has lost something knows the pain of knowing that what he has lost can't be restored. He has to live alone.

Must read if you love such kind of feelings.

With Love: Niks

No Corners

Lacked something mine guts,
vague was every view,
my love was a trivia for you,
& led it an outcome minus you!

Lives my soul in reclusion,

caustic was every vision,

abhared me thy likewise,

I did any felony!

Tried I to be discreet, but
nothing was so fruitful,
wailed I several decades for you,
I know only or only god knows!

It's zenith of the egony,

& abided I have centuries,

neither you came, nor death,

although yelled I for peace!

The residues of my heart,
cries and ask you, will I be,
the victim of love's arsenal,
or have I any corner to hide myself?

My Crush

Hey Guys!

Being mischievious I am going to announce my crush for the most beautiful girl in the worls and that's "Emma Watson". Most of the young boys hold their hearts in their hand whenever she is seen in any of her new project. the first time I came to know about the beautiful face was when I saw "Harry Potter and the Sorcer's stone". The moment I saw her I got it that she's gonna be a real superstar in future.

Whenever I see those glittering eyes, they kill my soul. The parts of my heart start singing and dancing with violins being played all around me. I feel the wind, love colors, and stay cool even in tension. Why?

That is "Crush", sweetheart!

Huh, it's so beautiful that you start caring for them who aren't so close to you. You start feeling the happiness that isn't yours. Each and every particle seems you amazing. Singing of birds which was a sith for you earlier, suddenly becomes the music of your heart. Even the coldest wind seems you as spring wind. What is this? No matters whatever you do, no matter wherever you are, Love's gonna find you and then, my dear friend, everything is on the edge of the knife.

This is what happens to me from the point of time I saw "Emma."

Hope people feel the same when they have a crush or else I will consider myself as a crazy person.

Love u all:-NIKS

Alone

That is the word when I am not with anyone although in a crowd.

I start staring at people passing by, with keen interest that what they do and how they behave at the tiny things of life.
If someone's in a hurry, he/she usually walks as though he/she is losing something that he/she can't recover again.
If someone is waiting for someone, he/she behaves in such a way that they are the most important person in the world who shouldn't be kept waiting.
If you are looking for a particular address you'll ask everyone not even minding whom you are asking.

And when its me, who is sitting alone in the near by park looking for any particular activity which can amaze me, I find each and everything amazing which I never looked at. I feel I lost a lot of experience gaining activities from the common people. While I am working, someone's there worried about his bus which he missed; someone's worried about his exams; somewhere else two are making fun of their third friend; It's all amazing when you are busy, you don't feel how these facts work but when you are alone you start analyzing each and every molecule that you missed.

God exists or not, I dunno' but he' s great who made these beautiful things which amuse you while you are alone in the crowd.

Love you all.
NIKS

End or Begining

"Worst things cling to me,
as the best friend of mine.
Catch can I the good ones,
or how much would I've to fine?
I left the best parts and,
held the hurting harpoon in hands,
coz I can't hurt the friend,
with whom I put the relation at an end.

Will I get one more life,

or the touch'll be on the edge of the knife?

May God unhand the knot, untie,

may we meet! Might I die!"

The Unforgivable

Finding better beings is not the solution,
the natures can't change by rotation or revolution.

Being guilty, feeling ashamed is not worthy,
if you don't clear the way 'n' the motive.

Neither proteins nor epics could help you out,
if you got, on your chest, a decayed shrub's seed being sprout.

Killing the mercy and being cruel so,
will not be forgiven, don't you know?

The Unspoken

"The line which crossed,
the line of my affection,

I can't even dare to say,

to whom it may concern.

The name is so divine,
as it relates to mind,

the way my affection exceeds,

it flowers with gentle meets.

As I feel repentance each day,
my love graph grows the same way.

Might be possible, the words remain unsaid,

whatever happens, but the leaves of friendship will never shade."

Leave It All Up To Me

Leave it all up to me, alright!
I'll care you, whatsoever be, won't I?


Till the eart cracks into two,
or the moon falls by the sky,
may be we part for sometime, but,
couldn't get out of each other's heart,
will you try to get me enrolled?
May I try to get you, my love?

Leave it all up to me, alright!
I'll care you, whatsoever be, won't I?

Hope You'll Return

"You made me feel the truth,
and felt I everything was crook,

you gave me the chance to live,

'hope is yet not lost,' now I believe.

Dared you the most abrupted things,
& made me feel much than a small being.

Nothing can buy the peace and soul,

nor can one buy a thing like love at all.

But you liked something else than me,
yet you believe I'ld live, how it can be?

Bout I know this one had to happen,

it'ld give me a cut, wound and heart burn.

Nor I believe goodness neither overcome,
yet the heart doesn't give up, 'Hope You'll return.'!!"

My Love

"My love attains you and me,
& blushes your cheek like coral,

My aspiration is only thee,

& wraths thy bane the all.

Yet believe I my blunted love,
opted I, was only a phantasm,

routed it beneath the sand,

all I got was criticism.

Didn't you believe my royalty,
nor the oaths, letters, loyality.

I lost the one and only mate,

& never would I believe again my fate!"

I Promise

Despite the fact, I got the crisp,

felony of love i did with gist,

didn't know, was hard to heal,

taste of fall was not so good to feel!

Goody images, clothings in white,

neither have I the smile so wide,

the cause, you 'lready know, my friend,

the losing date for me is near, I afraid!

need to know, hell to understand,

easy to bow, fail to stand,

braveheart is the hollow name,

filled am I with grief and shame!

Hope just to bring the affinity,

close to your heart, to feel the pity,

while I die, you please stop crying,

I'll be there with you for eternity.