Alone

That is the word when I am not with anyone although in a crowd.

I start staring at people passing by, with keen interest that what they do and how they behave at the tiny things of life.
If someone's in a hurry, he/she usually walks as though he/she is losing something that he/she can't recover again.
If someone is waiting for someone, he/she behaves in such a way that they are the most important person in the world who shouldn't be kept waiting.
If you are looking for a particular address you'll ask everyone not even minding whom you are asking.

And when its me, who is sitting alone in the near by park looking for any particular activity which can amaze me, I find each and everything amazing which I never looked at. I feel I lost a lot of experience gaining activities from the common people. While I am working, someone's there worried about his bus which he missed; someone's worried about his exams; somewhere else two are making fun of their third friend; It's all amazing when you are busy, you don't feel how these facts work but when you are alone you start analyzing each and every molecule that you missed.

God exists or not, I dunno' but he' s great who made these beautiful things which amuse you while you are alone in the crowd.

Love you all.
NIKS

End or Begining

"Worst things cling to me,
as the best friend of mine.
Catch can I the good ones,
or how much would I've to fine?
I left the best parts and,
held the hurting harpoon in hands,
coz I can't hurt the friend,
with whom I put the relation at an end.

Will I get one more life,

or the touch'll be on the edge of the knife?

May God unhand the knot, untie,

may we meet! Might I die!"

The Unforgivable

Finding better beings is not the solution,
the natures can't change by rotation or revolution.

Being guilty, feeling ashamed is not worthy,
if you don't clear the way 'n' the motive.

Neither proteins nor epics could help you out,
if you got, on your chest, a decayed shrub's seed being sprout.

Killing the mercy and being cruel so,
will not be forgiven, don't you know?

The Unspoken

"The line which crossed,
the line of my affection,

I can't even dare to say,

to whom it may concern.

The name is so divine,
as it relates to mind,

the way my affection exceeds,

it flowers with gentle meets.

As I feel repentance each day,
my love graph grows the same way.

Might be possible, the words remain unsaid,

whatever happens, but the leaves of friendship will never shade."

Leave It All Up To Me

Leave it all up to me, alright!
I'll care you, whatsoever be, won't I?


Till the eart cracks into two,
or the moon falls by the sky,
may be we part for sometime, but,
couldn't get out of each other's heart,
will you try to get me enrolled?
May I try to get you, my love?

Leave it all up to me, alright!
I'll care you, whatsoever be, won't I?

Hope You'll Return

"You made me feel the truth,
and felt I everything was crook,

you gave me the chance to live,

'hope is yet not lost,' now I believe.

Dared you the most abrupted things,
& made me feel much than a small being.

Nothing can buy the peace and soul,

nor can one buy a thing like love at all.

But you liked something else than me,
yet you believe I'ld live, how it can be?

Bout I know this one had to happen,

it'ld give me a cut, wound and heart burn.

Nor I believe goodness neither overcome,
yet the heart doesn't give up, 'Hope You'll return.'!!"

My Love

"My love attains you and me,
& blushes your cheek like coral,

My aspiration is only thee,

& wraths thy bane the all.

Yet believe I my blunted love,
opted I, was only a phantasm,

routed it beneath the sand,

all I got was criticism.

Didn't you believe my royalty,
nor the oaths, letters, loyality.

I lost the one and only mate,

& never would I believe again my fate!"

I Promise

Despite the fact, I got the crisp,

felony of love i did with gist,

didn't know, was hard to heal,

taste of fall was not so good to feel!

Goody images, clothings in white,

neither have I the smile so wide,

the cause, you 'lready know, my friend,

the losing date for me is near, I afraid!

need to know, hell to understand,

easy to bow, fail to stand,

braveheart is the hollow name,

filled am I with grief and shame!

Hope just to bring the affinity,

close to your heart, to feel the pity,

while I die, you please stop crying,

I'll be there with you for eternity.